Hmmm yet another day i get up in da morning its 8:00 den sleep again to get up at 10:00...go to mess no breakfast   n strangely i'm happy 4 dat coz it's better nt to eat dan to eat in hostel's mess...feelin lazy still....don't knw wht to do.mbbs final yr is somethin u have to toil very hard bt i'm still nt in da mood 4 tht...any howz after bein a doc u have to work like donkeys so why to do it frm nw i have da rest of my life 4 tht...

        I have choosen a career. i'm in final yr bt still nt sure of it.sometimes i feel like i'm in a jail n i'm nt meant 4 it coz i usually wanna stay alone don't lik to talk to people too much...i wonder whether i'm right 4 dis job or nt where dere is some much interaction wid people is required..den i think i'll eventually adjust to it,bt den da hectic life begins again...classes,wards,exams all dese suck da soul out of me..i want to get free wanna learn new stuffs..wanna learn swimmin ,cookin, play guitar but alas it's a crime if u think of dat in a med school.all u have is BOOKS!BOOKS!N MORE BOOKS!.the course is like a never endin one n it'll eve take u a day thinkin wht to read.is it a crime to learn somethin new n creative ????? i wonder why my parents are also against dat.all dey want is to me turnin into a nerd..

        I was so gud a student in school n college so my parents put me in a med school n i also wanted tht bt nw i wonder was it da right thing i wanted?? I feel trapped sometimes bt den realize i'm gonna save lives n dats da best thing I can do in my life n want to passify myself with tht.. bt still dere's a part in me tht seeks somethin else?????????